my brain

Somehow every time I feel like crap I can't process what I really want to say. Which is really bad cause it makes me feel even sadder and all my thoughts vaporizes (thats when I start to stone).. That's when I'd like to go and watch a really good movie or tv show to fill the devoid in my mind. Yes tv is generally for zombie like, empty soulless people, ironically it is also the second leading cause for zombie like, empty soulless people. 1st is of course the army (in general)

Being zombie really sucks but there are perks too. like lunging at people and be careless about how bad you stink. bad part is there is no choice for who you want to lung at and start tearing at their guts, instinct just tells you to. Zombie also has high tolerance for irritating people, the kind that repeated shove their shotguns in your face and ask, "yarrr does that hurt? does that hurt?" (yes, sorry I have been playing left4dead)

okay, I admit I've been depressed (they gave me 2 days off for that!).. at stage 2 now, where I start talking lots of crap and laugh really hard and loud occasionally.. stage 1's ignoring and shutting people out.. so if I've been ignoring, being mean to you over the past few weeks, now you know. sorry (no, it's not because you stole my combat rations or beat me at starcraft.)

HAH, anyway I've found something better to do now.. Off I go !