Hi I'm from russia

guess what.

I just chatted with Rihanna.. on omegle

only, I wasn't me.. I was a russian guy who drinks lots of vodka and had sled dogs. which was kinda fun for awhile. I then tried being myself.. just myself, s'porean guy, bored as hell, but it didn't turn out as fun.

gee I guess being anyone but me now wouldn't suck alot (this is excluding slaves, jailbirds, deathrow etc)

I wonder whats next.

life sucks, dream big

just when things can't get any worse.. well they always seem to get even worse.. Right until the point you realized you've turned into that guy who spends his free time stuck in bed or in front of the tv and make every work day a drag ass day.. and you used to wonder, how do people go about living like this..

Everyone needs something to look forward to..

and it pretty much works like this; the more your life sucks, the bigger the dream's gottta be. like how scofield and lincoln have people shooting at them all the time. man that's gotta suck, but they have a big dream, the money, the freedom, the surf shop in panama.

I've had quite a sucky month now.. and it just got even worse a few days ago. but all this while I always thought I had my trip to look forward to... a little weekend getaway.. but now, it looks like I'm gonna lose that too, so I got home feeling really bummed out. I thought about ways to get around my problem, but it's still really unsettling.

then mom came in told me I should try this new kinda bread she baked.. I haven't tried it but it already made me feel better.. dad then bought dinner, which he somehow guessed what I wanted.. I then watched the simpsons and realize that monday night tv is filled with my fav shows.

sometimes all the little things that add up can go a long way to making or breaking your day

still sucks though that my boss won't approve my leave to go on a holiday.. I have one chance to convince him though it's gonna be tough.. so tough.

more adverts!

I saw this advert the last time I was home.. kinda makes you wanna go on a holiday for no apparent reason doesn't it?

Saw it again in camp 2 nights ago (yes I get to watch tv in camp, there's cna, chn5, chn8 and tv mobile) Imagine dudes comin in through the door with the tv on, and they just stand there, some slowly walking in eyes fixed on the screen.

Joanne picked the right ad to be in this time. If you remember the ringtone ad some years ago, you'll know what I mean. If there's anything more appealing than a pretty girl, it's gotta be a pretty girl who seems to be having lots of fun.

Anyway, I watched season 1 of my name is Earl over the past 2 days. uploading season 2 unto my psp right now.. and according to Earl, the recent spell of bad things thats been happening is due to karma. Most probably cause I was having so much good luck I did nothing to deserve. Oh did I mention what's been happening lately? Well thats another story and the ending isn't out yet.. whatever it is, I'm hoping the end involves me, a couple of beers and more on a beautiful beach far far away from here. peace.

cheeryouup

I think it's great how if you see something on tv and you like it, you can probably find it on the internet as well.. (with a little bit of searching)

I found this advert on youtube. seeing it's comments I guess I'm not the only one who really likes this advert, and feels happy every time I see it. It's like a cheeryouup video!

unlike the following:

which according to some, 'only makes you feel like punching the person wearing it in the stomach really hard' It's kinda like guys carrying handbags, you just want to kick them.

anyone else gets that vibe? I'm kidding.

but if you really do, yea call me up and we'll have lunch of something, hee..

reality

I had a really strange dream the other day. It was about me sitting for a maths exam and it was really difficult. The strange thing was that I was late for the exam, really late. Because I went to draw rifle.. I brought the rifle into the exam hall like I was supposed to (nobody else had one).

I was really late, so I was in a panicky state. I read the first question and thought for a minute, gee I don't know the answer. wtf, I moved on to the second question, and again I had no clue.. I went on and on becoming really anxious knowing that I didn't have much time. I spent seconds thinking of the solution to a question when it felt as if I had been thinking for minutes. It was a nightmare.

Am I running out of time here? what am I running out of? Do I miss studying.. seeing as how the dream turned out to be a nightmare, I wouldn't think so. Though, an ideal dream would be that I'm 2 years from now studying in a university of my choice. but thats only the ideal dream, the real dream is that I will somehow stumble upon some treasure and make a big enough fortune to last me my entire lifetime of fun.

sadly, reality is that I'm reporting for a 48 hour duty later in the morning. I predict that I'll be zombie on monday, so best to stay away from me then. I'll bite you and you'll become one too.

sometimes..

I've been out of camp since last friday morning. Booking in tomorrow morning and that is a real mood killer. what's worst is that I'll be grinding duty this weekend.. I really don't feel like sleeping..

empty bed, empty feelings all night long..

was watching prison break just now, gripping... even more awake now..

at the desk now..

no amount of cool gadgets on this desk's gonna cure this mood..

Throw in a an emo-ish song and... (yes it's that song! that song they keep playing in transformers)

Feels like enlistment blues all over again.. Come this friday, I'll have a year more to go.

sometimes I wonder why I waste my time wondering why I'm stoning. Then I begin to wonder what could possibly make this better, and it scares me. It scares me cause non of the options involve dealing with it. It's always about running, I'm always running.. and It always make things better, for awhile, for a long while.. only sometimes, just sometimes.. I realize how fucked up it is.

Oh well. I'm gonna watch jimmy kimmel till I fall asleep.