Life is like riding a bicycle, to keep your balance you must keep moving.

So the problem here is stopping. Yes it may have occurred to many of you out there serving the nation that your life just ended. stopped. paused for 2 years. hence if you've been losing your balance and bouncing your face off the curb, fret not for it's only normal.

The big mystery remains, can one serve the nation and still have a life? It's mighty hard to live half a life. Gawd how I remember whining about how my job sucked before, and how tired it can get going out after work plus the extra curricular activities..but were all in fun's sake.. 

Compared to some job I have now, minimum wage.. always working ot without pay, bosses never appreciate your work, company welfare is basically a joke.. Gawd those were the days back when.. I was free to do whatever I liked whether I liked it or not. Ironic.

Fact is, the life that's in me is pretty much like a lamp starved of oxygen. Whose isn't.. but really, life isn't that bad. It's very bad. So bad it's funny, in a good way.

It's like one of those horrible movies that you go to and come out laughing so hard at how bad the acting was you forget you were having a bad time. 

I better get back to moving, even if it means wandering around this old neighborhood. I don't wanna lose my balance now.