I don't have to read my previous few post to realize how messily written it must be. Makes no sense, and is probably a pain to read. I'm sorry that I had to put it all down on your pages. Fact is I've been struggling with myself lately, I don't know who to be. It's like I suddenly forgot how to be a person, the fundamentals of life, or do they even exist ? see I'm drifting off topic into the abyss yet again.
and there's always been something thats bothering me. I thought it could be work stuff.. personal stuff, other stuff.. but I'm fixing em all up one by one and well.. it's still there, a thorn in my side !.. the really really personal stuff.
Something that means so much to me, and I choose to ignore it hoping that the answers will fall from the sky.
People drift apart, it's part of life.. Shit happens, or people just grow cold.. why is it so hard for me to just say, that I really value our friendship, the parts that were real.
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