shudder

There is a wind that blows, it's been blowing for about a year and 7 months. Eroding my soul.

I spend a lot of time sitting and thinking.. just sitting still, and think. cause well thats what they expect me to do, sit still and watch.. but I'm really thinking all the time. and the World has never seemed so sad to me.

so much pain, despair, unnecessary.. I try to fix a problem thats been around for years, and all people care about is pointing fingers and shooting people down.

alas, I wash my hands of this. I know not what's right anymore but I do what I can to help the people around me.

and I've felt so alone in the process..