The reason for this.

This blog has been around for almost a year now. before this blog there were others, blogs, journals, hand-written even that most of you never knew existed. and I know it gets boring after awhile if you've been reading all the way through, but it never really became boring for me.

I write on. I do because it at the end of a bad day it vacates my mind and helps me sleep. I do not like to scream, shout nor cry (there are exceptions though) in joy, sadness, or anything. when I'm overwhelming happy and there's no one around to share my happiness, I write. When I'm sad and there's no one beside who'd bump my shoulder and tell me I'm okay I write. Sometimes I feel so lost and demoralized. I'd just write and I'll almost immediately feel a wee bit better. This is one of those times..

cause when I write, I think I about sad things and I throw them out through my pen, my keyboard. I write about happy things and I remember them, and how they all make the world a better place. The world can be a very dark place. but where there's a will to make it brighter, there will be light.