What's left to talk about now other then ns.. ns is my life 5 days a week.. what else could I possibly talk about.. whats going on now? what are the latest shows, movies, music, games whatever.. where the hell do I start.. 

It just sucks to be in this state. I'm rotting inside.. oh and my knees are starting to rot too, apparently from too much running jumping squatting and other kinds of shit.. I wonder how long it'll hold out.. I think I'm gonna start taking some supplements before it rots beyond repair.

life is pretty sad now when I look at the big picture..