on how mmo's sucks your soul

I never liked going home after a day's of fun, especially a long journey after a long day. cause it's usually the time where I start recalling the day's activities and realize that it just ends here, which also means its time to go home and mull over whatever's been bothering me again.

but now, the thought of going home after a day of fun outside becomes going home to more fun playing wow. Yea it kinda sucks my soul, in return fills me up.. It's like I never get hungry playing wow, I have to make a conscience effort to remind myself it's lunch time.. It's like I start to care less about calling my peeps out and having a fun time outside.. (eh wuts the point, they're all mostly slaves to the nation now).. hunger, solitude, boredom, it even saves my mind from drifting so far it could get dangerous and depressing, cuz now if there's nothing's on my mind.. wow automatically pops up, instead of other stuff that would normally occupy my heart. 

so all these is supposedly good, but look at it from the other side.. wow really just takes away my passion, my sincere thoughts, my ability to imagine and dream up the wonderful and lovely life I will eventually lead, my heart, my soul.

It's like a parasite, it saves me so it can suck my soul.

now if you just bought all the crap that I just wrote.. well I won't know what to say.. really.. it seems like my mind is still capable of drifting to strange places that i find interesting.. but I wouldn't take it seriously..

ps. wow stands for world of warcraft.