Courage

I'm turning 22 this year, and sometimes when I think about how I've grown, from a little boy.. I'd like to think I've grown into a courageous young man. Bigger, stronger, fierce and not afraid of anything. But sometimes, I realize I'm just a coward. Sure I may have grown from a kid, not afraid of falling, yet so afraid of failing.

I'm so afraid, I can't even admit my mistakes.. set things right. I'm so afraid of failing, I forget what's more important in life.

Hence I can only pay for my inabilities and actions. When I was a kid, I was timid, I was always afraid.. but for the many instances I can remember I always stood for what was right, I didn't care what people think. Now I do care what people think, no matter how I wish I didn't.

I am but a shadow of the boy I once was..

Oh courage, won't you let me make the right decisions.