It's the worse feeling in the world when you start to feel sorry for your own little life.. and look around in desperate hope for someone who'd empathize and feel the same.. and then suddenly you're thinking up every reason why your life sucks.. gawd I still miss her.. damn my parents still treat me like a kid sometimes. I'm fucking 22. The stupid bus didn't show today and made me late.. in a nut shell you feel terrible. you feel like crying but you think crying is bad cause you'd only have another sucky detail to add to your life. 'fuck I'm an adult and I cry myself to sleep over nuts' and it's all pointless..
it's pathetic but we gotta learn that we're human and sometimes we just forget how awesome life is meant to be..
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