come let us be idle

With the prospects of a new university in singapore.. the Singapore institute of technology. I'm called upon to re-evaluate my future plans. future being only 4 months later.. wow.. it's exciting and really scary all at the same time..

application for the current year opens and is about to close in a couple of weeks.. So I gotta make the decision.. do I apply ? well of course there, why not there's no harm in applying.. no brainer really. as for the rest of the decisions. and the tedious filling up of applications.. I decided to give it a break halfway.. I shall continue tomorrow or some other time

because I'm tired and I just want to lie in bed and slack.

I wish I could have a whole day of that..

and a whole week of time to myself to do whatever I want..

I'm tired, I'm scared of the future.. I feel like I'm out there all on my own. (fact is I kinda am in a certain way) It's almost like puberty all over again, the teen years. cept it's real this time.. it's not all just in my head.

there's a saying, if you work hard early in your life (you won't play later) you'll only end up working harder later on. Its like working hard in school, to say become a doctor, or some other higher paying job thats freaking stressful and suck the hell outta your life 24/7

but if you slack early in your life, you'll slack even more later on. These are basically the kind who uses their creativity.. writers, musicians, artists entrepreneurs investors.. whatever works you know as long as you live. and then you'll understand the true essence of living. Working when you feel like it, waking up at whatever time you like. Not having that cooperate material desire.

now tell me. which life would you prefer ?