Ignoring the signs

You know something's wrong when you start falling asleep standing up, and missing your stops. Which is exactly the need for my on going new year's resolution. It's not something that can be done over night, but a constant battle. to stop ignoring the signs.

What signs? the signs that I need to rest. The signs that says I am human and humans need sleep.. unfortunately my former unit had conditioned me to ignore pain and discomfort.. ignore the warning signs of sleep deprivation. and sadly, where ever I go the 'ndu' tag will always remain. he's not human, blah blah.. but thats another issue altogether.

Adrenaline, it becomes like a reflex.

Mostly it just keeps me awake when I need to be sleeping.

I'm probably more screwed up than I know..