dreamlands

I can't sleep well nowadays.. especially in camp. Alot of people tell me this, it is not just I.. but I wanted to not miss out on anything, even though I barely slept the night before I didn't take my usual afternoon nap, and I'm still awake.

The longer I wait, the more the dreamlands seem so heavenly, so comfortable.. but if I jump in now, hair wet.. I'll probably ruin my chance of falling asleep almost instantly after I lay beneath the covers, and I miss that feeling dearly. never knowing how or when exactly ..

but perhaps if I just sat for awhile and enjoy the subtlety of this very moment.. ahh, I would've known that I have almost entered the dreamlands.. if I vacated my mind, there would be nothing else left.. but acceptance and peace.