night rest

Guard duty has taught me that a night's sleep is the best kind of sleep, especially when you're home.. undisturbed, I'm not gonna wake up in the middle of the night freezing because someone turned the temperature down to 16 deg.. neither do I have to wake up in the middle of a deep sleep (dazed and headaches) and drag my ass along the prowl route.

I never liked the idea of over sleeping, cause time is 'wasted' in a sense that I could be doing other interesting, more enriching stuff. I can never get over that feeling of 'a night's gone to waste' when I turn in early.. It always feels like there's something that needs to be finish.. but recently I more or less have submitted to the allure of my bed..

It's almost 1030.. I haven't been able to keep my focus on anything since 7.. I've been like.. tv -> book -> com -> guitar.. over and over, while my mind really is somewhere else... This is what multitasking does to you over time, it's BAD.. and it's distasteful.. and it gets me really agitated that I can't get where I want to get with any of the things I was doing.

So I'm giving myself a timeout.. going to bed early.. Part of me just wants to get in under the covers all warm and snugly.. that part's telling the other part.. : Whatever' is it thats keeping you awake, it can wait till tomorrow.

so good night!