power positive

I took offs for yesterday and today. I just thought it would be fun.. People often advise themselves to save up on their leaves and I did too.. But I thought, what am I saving it for? rainy days? S'pore is sunny all year round, so here I am.. It's been a wonderful day. I've got 11 more leaves for the whole year, no regrets.

The idea of 'blasting' all your leaves at one go may seem like a good enough reason to save up until the moment you decide to 'blast'. But I've found that prolonged periods of anything is bad. It just is. 

The past few weeks of boredom haven't been entirely bad. Wait I never said it was bad, I never admitted even though I'd rant at times. It's really bored and lonely, I'm wasting my time, it's kinda like that social experiment solitary (except its not that hardcore), the people totally suck! but In the end I always seem to end it off with. Ya I know SHIOK RIGHT! It's just awesome.

At some point I was actually feeling really crappy ie. (I'm a worthless pos) but the more I tell people about how great my camp life is now, the more I'm feeling it.. Must have something to do with that positive thinking kinda thing which we've all heard/read about somewhere but never know exactly where.

Or could it be that I've been so shut out from the rest of the world that my definition of shiokness or awesomeness has been skewered.. Well what ever works .. All I know that is where I came from, my current deal tops it hands down and it just rocks.