what stress?

Ns life can be stressful.. it can be stressful if you have expectations.. ie. you expect that you won't breakup with your girl, you expect to go command school, you expect that you won't die.. (yes not dying can be a tough and stressful task sometimes).. not givin a damn sometimes is the best option.. but it's kinda hard considering my very considerate nature.

Nobody likes being stressed up. but people are strange, and when the time comes we'll all be missing these stressful moments (okay maybe not the one caused ns, but other kinds are good).. I know I did..

miss stressing myself over projects and school..

miss stressing myself over the fact I was going to enlist soon (last time)

miss stressing myself over the band...

miss stressing myself over the prettiest girl I ever met..

those were pretty fun times.. sigh, last Christmas... and now.. 4 more days to Christmas.. Guess time won't stop for anyone..

yeah I know this movie is old (like 2000?) but it's got a really beautiful soundtrack and it was showing on hbo a couple of days ago..

Gladiator ~ Lisa Gerrard 'Now We Are Free' Soundtrack

when will I be free?