conform

I've been reading some of my older posts.. way back..

okay.. I lied, I didn't really read them, I couldn't care but I know for certain that the way I write is always changing.. and maybe I'm just getting... b.. bor... 

boring.

I may have lost my perspective, or not. yea the imaginative one (in other words 'crazy') the how very queer, sadistic humor most find hard to understand.. 

and maybe it's because of conformity.. you know, like how in ns they make you wear the same stuff.. do the same stuff.. think the same way.. feel the same way.. think the same way twice.. nah.. Think it's mostly caused by having almost the same routine everyday (nothing interesting ever happens)

In any case, if I did conform I wouldn't always be questioning the rationality of some of my company mates.. I was warned that ns would rot your mind.. but apparently most never knew...