sure, you can say you learn stuff, meet new people, make friends, experience new things in ns.. did it ever occur to you that thats what people do in their normal lives? and at the same time make so much more progress in life? now the whole 'experience' thing sounds more like a consolation then a plus point.
but it's just 2 years isn't it? precisely. It is 2 years, there's no life's investment in this.. it's 2 years and bam! it stops, you throw it all away.. start a new life.. thats how much of a waste it is, and thats not even the worst part.
I liked my freedom.. to roam about, the excitement of waking up everyday not knowing how the day's gonna end.. the idea that I could wake up tomorrow and start something that would change my life for the better. but now I'm stuck with the idea there's nothing I can do. there's nothing I can freaking do for a freaking long time. cause smart ideas now will only land me in yet another cage. the last thing I need right now..
I need something to happen.. but all I can do is wait around. I hate waiting around.. I need to be on site, ground zero.. being able to do something. but my life is being sucked away.. question is.. how?
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