Rule #1.. I don't bring the work back to my home.. what's my work now? I'm an NS man.. and I find it really irritating to see friends acting (or play-acting) like their still in camp while they're already outside.. it just doesn't fit right.

so.. We've hit the halfway mark for bmt.. can't say I'm looking forward to the near future.. what's there to look forward to? ask me 6 weeks ago, I could answer that with ease.. Now I guess, the mental fatigue has gotten to me.. I'm jaded..

anyway, I'm moving on now. (yes I'm talking about my deep deep, or not so deep crush) It's not like my dreams of 'my idea of my ideal girl' was crushed like a slap to the face with a wet fish. It simply faded away, like an open wound which bled out so slowly you probably wouldn't even notice.

and no, I did not resort to stalking.. ok, maybe just a little but with no intent.. I'm just me. I explore truths, I gather intelligence, I process the data .. In my own little way, life goes on.

I've convinced myself.. 

the very fact that I've hit the little orange button below proves it.

so cheers to that, I'm going out now to have some fun.