sometimes.. I think of what it's like when I'll be stuck in camp (8 more days), thinking of the outside world, thinking of the people I'd miss..

But I guess it's nicer to dream about the outside world and think of all the people I'd miss, even though it just might add on the heartache.. then to sit here and think about the many ways I could be suffering in camp..

cause once I'm in there I can't wait to get out,and I imagine being the person that I am I would be dreaming of every night.. but while I'm still out, I can't seem to hold on to any happy thought for too long.. 

so dream.. I could be the happiest I've ever been. It's just that simple.. I've mentioned.. The wait... the anticipation is always the worst.. now it can work both ways...

the wait.. the anticipation.. will be the best..

*Edit*

Just thought I'd add a little happy video to cheer things up..

this songs always gets to me.. hehe