I accidentally clicked my mac's time machine icon just now.. seeing the words 'time machine', it gave me a weird sensation.. maybe because deep down inside, I wished that I could have a real time machine..

one time machine.. endless possibilities.. even if it means I travel back as a ghost.. unable to do anything but watch the past unfold.. it would make for a great.. adventure.. 

so I close my eyes and trying to re-live.. the sights and sounds.. the feelings.. taste.. smell... but unlike the real world.. once I open my eyes.. everything vanishes along with the realization that the present.. is now... this is it.