I haven't got much ideas on what to blog these days.. maybe because I've been wowing too much.. or maybe it's just that I've desensitized myself.. cause I usually write in relation to what I feel, and you know what? I don't feel anything.

Went to play soccer with kai's friends this morning..  being the ns men that they are, all they talk about is ns stuff..  and being the non-ns man that I am, I couldn't quite understand their behavior.. 

I think thats why Singaporean are having trouble getting married, as mentioned in every year's ND rally. Ns takes away individuality, personality.. sure it teaches a thing or two about being a man, but it also makes us ultimate bores.. yep.. My fellow country men are a boring bunch and thus the gals turn to other alternatives.

So anyway.. where was I.. oh yea a couple of weeks more till it's my turn.. and it's weird because I don't know where all my time went.. it's easy to count.... 6 years in primary.. 4 years in secondary.. 3 years in tertiary.. 6 months.. in.. .... hm (that already seems like its missing).. then 2 years in.. ns... hmm what does that mean really.. 

It's like we go to school to get an education... to get a job in the future.. but we go to ns because... hmm.. I can't seem to grasp it.. and without a real goal.. I just can't 'archive' the time.. I wouldn't know, but right now it seems like going to sleep and waking up 2 years later. then wondering. where the hell have I been these 2 years..