Tuesday, April 1, 2008

nonsense

"and if we have to go now, I guess there's always hope tomorrow night will be more of the same" - we are scientists

On some days, I just don't feel like going home. If I'm already home, I won't feel like sleeping. It's usually after getting high, when the feeling starts to wears out.. and you just want to go on, trying to go back, although the day's ended. I notice this applies to everything in life. From relationships to alcoholic beverages. You can see it perfectly through the eyes of a 5 year old who just wants to play with his new toy past bedtime. The toy will still be there the next day, but somehow.. you just want it now, today.. cause today was so great, and you won't want it to end. It also doesn't end at just a day. Incidentally, part of me want these few months to never end.

It's days like these, especially those tiring ones when I spend too much time stoning in my room. and then I'd get dissatisfied and lots of other thoughts start in my head, most nonsensical. Oh well, humanity is fickle, one moment you're happy with what you have, the next you're not.

Happy April fool's

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